The Fire Behind PassionProse. Short history of AZ & NAT from AZ perspective.

A BIT OF HISTORY…

The Fire Behind PassionProse – About AZ & NAT

How it all started…over 2 decades before I created PassionProse.
What is this site in one sentence – this is my personal tribute to NAT, a token of pride.

PassionProse is a blog where love, lust, and logic collide — turning real relationships into raw, poetic truth.
It’s where we embrace the past, transform jealousy, and write intimacy without shame.


MY STORY WITH NAT?

We met as teenagers. Two quiet souls orbiting the same high school corridors, both too shy to say what we felt. She was 19, radiant, bold, already capturing the eye of the camera. I was watching her from a distance, not knowing that she was watching me, too.

Life, in its unpredictable logic, took us on separate paths. In the years that followed, she had two husbands. I had two wives. We built, we collapsed, we learned. Time passed. Wounds taught us. Love, when misplaced or silenced, doesn’t die – it transforms.

After the end of my second marriage, I found the courage I didn’t have at 17. I reached out. To my surprise, what I felt had never been one-sided. She had loved me too – quietly, fiercely, from afar. That moment changed everything.

At the time, she stood at the edge of her modeling career.

Acclaimed, visible, and admired – but never grounded. She never had a home solid enough to retire from the spotlight. With me, she found that ground. She chose motherhood, stability, and truth. The fire didn’t die – it simply changed direction.

And yet, her past remained — as it does for all of us. Photos online. Portfolios. Lingerie campaigns.

I had a choice to make:

[0] Lie to myself, reject reality, pretend it never happened.

[1] Embrace it. Transform it. Build on it. Be proud of her. Share our lessons.

I chose 1. Because shame is a lie, and love doesn’t fear the past.

Boolean Logic taught me that clarity and integrity always yield the highest value.

I am Content Creator, so when I overcame my jealousy I started thinking creativelly – how to build something valuable and impactfull, based on the past

PassionProse.Online was born from that choice. It’s a living library of what we’ve learned:

  • How to love fiercely without control.
  • How to navigate jealousy and turn it into pride.
  • How to make peace with the past – hers, mine, and perhaps yours.
  • How to build intimacy with words, not walls.

I hope that it will be also a place for you.

If you’ve ever wrestled with a partner’s history, with vulnerability, with being seen fully – this is your refuge.

A space where desire isn’t a secret, and emotion isn’t weakness.

We’re not perfect. But we are honest. And that makes all the difference.

PassionProse.online exists to cultivate a world where eroticism is not taboo but truthfully, respectfully, and sensually explored.

I believe that everyone has the right to pleasure, safety, expression, and emotional connection. Through the power of storytelling, education, and open dialogue, I seek to help individuals and couples reconnect with themselves and each other – honestly, sensually, and consensually.

Mission of PassionProse is to create a safe, stigma-free, aesthetically rich space for readers and writers to:

  • Explore their desires without shame.
  • Learn how to communicate openly about intimacy.
  • Understand the ethics of pleasure and consent.
  • Reclaim sexuality as a part of holistic well-being.
  • Be inspired by beauty, boundaries, and bravery in personal expression.

Here, we affirm that:

  • Pleasure is a right, not a privilege.
  • No desire is shameful if it is safe and consensual.
  • Fantasy is a language of the soul, not a map for harm.
  • Truthful eroticism respects vulnerability, diversity, and agency.

Welcome to the fire.

AZ

What I have to say to trolls who call me “simp” or a “cuck”?
I Always Use Boolean Logic:

And Boolean Logic says:


If the past exists AND shame = False → USE it as fuel.

NAT is no longer modeling. But the old pics are still online.
Instead of pretending that they do not exist I’ve decided to embrace past and build PassionProse.Online – my personal blog about hard relationships, personal growth, and dealing with jealousy, desire, and the past.

Am I a Simp?


No. Just a man finally secure enough to embrace and use the past and build on it.

I’m not justifying myself, as I do not have to. I’m observing reality.

Millions of people scroll past pictures of women in lingerie on Amazon, Instagram, or streaming ads without flinching…
…but when it’s someone I know, suddenly it’s shameful?

That’s called selective outrage.

For that Boolean Logic says:


If content is public AND consent is clear → judgment = irrelevant.

I chose to love NAT as the whole person – past included.
Not just the parts that fit my ego.

Here you cans see 2 of my answers to all trolls.
1. LOGICALLY ARMORED RESPONSE (Balanced, calm, undefeated)

Troll: “Bro just simping to justify OF.”
AZ:
Let’s clarify. No OF, not now, not ever. Just career as a model.
Millions of people scroll past women in lingerie on Amazon, Instagram, or streaming ads without flinching…
…but when it’s my wife, suddenly it’s shameful?

That’s called selective outrage.

I chose to love the whole person – past included.
Not just the parts that fit my ego.

2. RUTHLESS MEME-LEVEL REPLY (Bold & unforgiving)

Troll: “You’re just simping to justify OF.”
AZ:
Nah, I’m just not insecure about a woman being hot before I showed up.
That’s called emotional maturity – I know it’s rare online.

Also, I build websites. You build comment threads.
Let’s both keep doing what we’re good at.

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